turning yummy into yuck!
What is going on with me lately?
Lazy
Lazy
Lazy
Lazy
Lazy
lazy
lazy
I know I have lots of thing to do, to do this and that, bla bla bla.
Oh great you know that you have to do it, then why don’t you do it?
Ermm…. I don’t know…I just….don’t feel like doing it…I’ll do it later
‘don’t feel like doing it?!’ and that is the only reason why?!
Oi…azmin wakie wakie!
I know….sigh……
Last nigt I read about this article in saifulislam about new ideology, ‘aku tidak pedulismaa’ ideology siswazah tidur dan jumud. Bila baca,my reaction was,
Ohh too bad for them, hurm mabuk dunia nie….kesian kesian
Kesian? For them? When I think back, I should be more kesian to myself. Being lazy to work, to act, to read, to think, doesn’t that makes me as one of the ‘aku tidak pedu
lismaa’ victim? This is tough… being alone in the battlefield. At least in moscow I have superb people around me who always there to show me the right path,way,thing,everything.
At home? Er…….lets do some case study,
Case 1.
You see, when everyone is walking with their head down, and I walk with my head up, I will felt weird and at least once I will think that ,hurmm maybe walking with head down is the correct way to walk.
Case 2
All my life, this is the way I live. This is me. What I think, what I wear, what I like, how I live my life makes me….M.E! and Im not gonna change who I’am just bec ause what you just told me to.
Case 3
I know that im not perfect. But im young,so…. I repent when im older. You know, when Im ready to change. I mean , when I going to decide what I really REALLY really want in my life like getting married, repent, stable job, proper lifestyle, stuff like that…… I will but someday..chill la
And lets do some autopsy
Case 1=heads down and up thingy
–>Yes true. Peers pressure? Understand…..
–>Ever wonder why Quran diturunkan and why rasul diturunkn to us human being?
–>Or wonder why Rasulallah s.a.w mula-mula cari cream of the cream?
Case 2= Me myself and I thingy
–>Nobody talking about changing you into me, right?
–>Just because some Russian are living as a communist believer before this, doesn’t means that communist ideology is right eh?
–>Oh, the sahabah Kalid al Walid was a mastermind in war sebelum masuk islam,and he still a mastermind in war after he revert to islam didn’t he?
Case 3. 007…tomorrow never dies
–>Hey! Did someone come and tell you that tomorrow for sure you will live? Wow, I want to meet that person too!
–>Where do we find prince charming? Oh yeah in fairy tales ONLY.
–>And wh en exactly that ‘time to change’ will come? Oh yeah, in my fantasy ONLY.
–>Habit are hard to curb…..
So lets not be the ‘aku tidak pedulismaa’ victim. Lets think! Lets turn the brain from a reserved yummy bulky protein into a worn out supercomputer!
yummy yuck
