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ini rumah baru saya.besar woooooo macam istana. ok girl,stop crapping…

What is going on with me lately?

Lazy
Lazy
Lazy
Lazy
Lazy
lazy
lazy

I know I have lots of thing to do, to do this and that, bla bla bla.

Oh great you know that you have to do it, then why don’t you do it?

Ermm…. I don’t know…I just….don’t feel like doing it…I’ll do it later

‘don’t feel like doing it?!’ and that is the only reason why?!

Oi…azmin wakie wakie!

I know….sigh……

Last nigt I read about this article in saifulislam about new ideology, ‘aku tidak pedulismaa’ ideology siswazah tidur dan jumud. Bila baca,my reaction was,

Ohh too bad for them, hurm mabuk dunia nie….kesian kesian

Kesian? For them? When I think back, I should be more kesian to myself. Being lazy to work, to act, to read, to think, doesn’t that makes me as one of the ‘aku tidak pedulismaa’ victim? This is tough… being alone in the battlefield. At least in moscow I have superb people around me who always there to show me the right path,way,thing,everything.  

At home? Er…….lets do some case study, 

Case  1.
You see, when everyone is walking with their head down, and I walk with my head up, I will felt weird and at least once I will think that ,hurmm maybe walking with head down is the correct way to walk.
 

Case 2
All my life, this is the way I live. This is me. What I think, what I wear, what I like, how I live my life makes me….M.E! and Im not gonna change who I’am just bec ause what you just told me to.

Case 3
I know that im not perfect. But im young,so…. I repent when im older. You know, when Im ready to change. I mean , when I going to decide what I really REALLY really want in my life like getting married, repent, stable job, proper lifestyle, stuff like that…… I will but someday..chill la

And lets do some autopsy
 
Case 1=heads down and up thingy
–>Yes true. Peers pressure? Understand…..
–>Ever wonder why Quran diturunkan and why rasul      diturunkn to us human being?
–>Or wonder why Rasulallah s.a.w  mula-mula cari cream of the cream?

Case  2=  Me myself and I thingy
–>Nobody talking about changing you into me, right?
–>Just because some Russian are living as a communist believer before this, doesn’t means that communist ideology is right eh?
–>Oh, the sahabah Kalid al Walid was a mastermind in war sebelum masuk islam,and he still a mastermind in war after he revert  to islam didn’t he?

Case 3. 007…tomorrow never dies
–>Hey! Did someone come and tell you that tomorrow for sure you will live? Wow, I want to meet that person too!
–>Where do we find prince charming? Oh yeah in fairy tales ONLY.
–>And wh en exactly that ‘time to change’ will come? Oh yeah, in my fantasy ONLY.
–>Habit are hard to curb…..

So lets not be the ‘aku tidak pedulismaa’ victim. Lets think! Lets turn the brain from a reserved yummy bulky protein into a worn out supercomputer!

yummy                                             yuck      
       

Done my anatomy, histology, physiology and biochemistry finals. What does that means? Say astala vista to 2nd year and helloooo summer holiday! Summer holiday, well, simply means going back to Malaysia and be a complete stranger in my own land.

Stranger in my own land?

Yes,. I think I know my country damn well but …wait a second, do I REALLY know this place anymore? The inevitable CHANGES.  Look around and I see changes everywhere, the road ( in penang especially), the shops, the people, the TV programs, the politics, the prices (lontong cost me rm2.50 these days) ,the weather, my home, my siblings, my friends,  everything ermm except for my bloody red painted room (glad!). Heh.

The colour change


Fine my room remain red. Warna duit untuk bayar barang dah ubah. From green (rm5) to red (rm10).The politic flags changed don’t they? From blue to green, or light blue. I leave Malaysia last year on September and I came back on june with,

oh!……
….ah…..
waaa…….
eh?……

Almost half of the states in Malaysia fell to the opposition. The penang MCA dude changed direction to  Keadilan followed by his supporters. The president of party in Sabah announced to the whole country that he doesn’t support Pak Lah. Rumors about possibility of having a vote weather to support Pak Lah or not. Hurmm…..what is next? doesn’t matter.

Im not gonna talk about politics, I really don’t like it thou… my personal thought about politics is, TALK e vsio. That is it. Applies to everyone.

To the politician, they been campaigning about what they wanted to CHANGE, until next general election things remained UNCHANGED. 

How bout the warung kopi lepaking pak ciks, bawah pokok mempela m gossiping mak ciks, and all the politics fans?

Aku nak habaq mai, aku tak setuju suruh cara ………….. Buat kheja. Dia tak pikiaq pakai otak ka,

Gue bingit bangat deh, Kera jaan mau kita pulang, ……….

Even the indons or the banglas or the sri lankans or the thailands  or whatever are TALKING about it.
Everyone seems to have a lot of assessments, best in the world solutions, all level friendly clarifications. Makes me wonder, why does things are hurmm remain dormant?

At least in debate, all we have to do is to debate on a topic and try the very best to convince the adjudicator that our stand is the most relevant. In debate, you are to talk and win. that’s debate. But we are not in debate competition here, this is about existent life, real people, actual situations which demand us to talk and to ACT.

Then who am I? im just azmin. Im an observer. I don’t like modern politics, I don’t believe in campaign, I think its rotten. But im educating myself with issue because being ignorant is not an excuse.

People are surely funny don’t they? Out of all election candidates, how many are there who actually really do it for the people? I mean, it is not an easy job right. Lots of amanah involve. And as imam ghazali said, ’benda yang paling berat ialah amanah’.  all of us read  quran don’t we?

Still remember the ayat about amanah of quran, it is so heavy till the mountain cant bare it, don’t dare to take it, but it’s the human with arrogance said ’Yes, I will take it’. we said yes don’t we? Hurmm… are you blaming the ancestors for accepting it? Thinking that if you are given the choice now, you wont accept it? Hah, no, you still will accept it. it’s the fitrah. Allah know us the best after all.

Kalau tidak, kenapa ramai sangat yang nak jadi wakil rakyat? Ramai yang nak pegang amanah. Sampai lupakan adab islami, sampai boleh belakangkan agama untuk dunia. Hurmm….kalau macam ni, boleh harap ke untuk pegang amanah?

Building a building, when the base itself is undone and berongga macam spongebob’s sponge, do you think the building will stand tall and doesn’t collapse?

I still remember, when abah fetched me at penang airport (flight to Kedah was full,can you believe it?!)
Abah, so Malaysia macam mana sekarang?
Oh macam-macam. Bla bla bla bla (he was talking about politics of course)
Ei….tak paham la abah pasai pa ramai nak jadi wakil rakyat ni. Tak takut nanti kena soal pasal amanah ka?
Hurmm jadi wakil rakyat ni boleh jadi kaya.

In car with mama
Tu banglo tu …………………. punya
Oh ye ke ma,so ………………….dah jadi politician la?

At the end of the day all these thing will lead to the same thing, it is always the money. Now that the scenario will be a little different with more opposition party in pemerintahan, I wonder, will it be for better or worst (but I think its for better ;D woops)

Eh did I just drag my chair and sit behind the opponent side?
My earlier statement was ’  Stranger in my own land due to the inevitable change’
But hurmm nothing seems to change actually…..
Hurmmm

I think its like this,
Tanam pokok balak dekat paya.
Isk kita tanam pokok balak ni tak untung la.

Tebang pokok balak.
Aku rasa tanam padi lagi untung, beras kan tak cukup.
Ok kami setuju tanam padi, jom pakat        ramai-ramai tanam padi ganti balak dekat paya!

Got the message?
You cant fix something if you are fixing just the superficial part of the problem. Fix the profunda!
You cant make more profit just by replacing balak to padi, if the paya remain paya.
You cant change Malaysia into a better place just by replacing the candidate A to B, if money remain as both candidate aspire.

A salute for those politician with truly pure intention.
Let them to their work
the people will never done with talking
And me? Lemme try to change, even a lil bit, by being better person.  Something is better then nothing don’t they?

Nwy

GLAD TO BE HOME
PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN ;D