my crap….izzit?

well where should i start.tah la nak start kat mane.but it must start sumwhere for sure.x kan nak citer start dari airport kot.dah lamer dah tu…hurm…

k la.moscow nie sejuk.the first time we went out from the hostel to the money changer it was like ya Allah giler sejuk.cmmon la mlaysia tu panas 28-29 dajar celcius tetiba datang cini its 6 celcius! dah la time g money changer tu x leh masok dalam. suma org kena beratur kat luar.pastu si angin ni pon bertiup cam dah x ingat dunia.owh my gosh! its damn cold that time. bayangkan korang ada kat dalam kreta then tengok kat luar ade sekumpulan students yg bertudung warna warni pakai baju sejuk time musim luruh terlompat lompat kat luar nak panaskan badan punya pasal.ha ha ha lawak nak mampos. but hey i dont do that la.coz my cloth tebal la jugak.thanks to winter coat yg angah bagi.thanks sist! =)

then asyiq and da geng bawak kitaorang g sinbad.wow man bolshaya shouma dier sedap giler! aii gemuk la klu slalu makan benda alah tu.hurm bab makan lak..ke ke ke mau x mau kena ar masak sindri.aiseh..mama dah x der,kak gayah pon x dak..so kena la masak sindri.sedap?hurmm tah la,sedap la kot. sedap la gak.but 1 thing for sure that daging black peper tu sedap giler! 7 of us cook. my roommate 5 org tambah ngan fida and enal.but nah latest we cook with the boys too. diorang bli bahan kitorang masak jer.dinner la.and they well help.but slalu tolong tengok jer.cis! but at least they cook us breakfast. thanks guys! x yah la kitaorang susah susah bangun awal nak masak. =D indah btol idop nie kan…

talk about metro.whoa..amazing dude! dah la x yah tunggu lama. great.and banyak btol line dier.its like whoa…..nanti la if i got time i’ll upload the moscow metro system nyer peta.eh peta ke? ah x kesah la..bus?kena jalan sket la.well dekat in russia means jauh in mlaysia.so…imagine urself.i dont know why but 7 of us memang slalu sesat.but end up kat magazin pradukti.well bagos gak.tu la ble jumpe geng yg suke sgt nak mengexplore tempat bru. tapi bagos gak coz we now know more and more and more.just now sesat time nak cari renak kat yugo zapatnanya.then tjumpa la mazin 2 tingkat nie.so bli la barang yg nak bli.then makan ice cream.yg best nyer that aunty give me extra toppings.ala yg warna warni tu1 gosh my ice cream nampak comei gila.x sanggup nak makan.yg best nyer 1 lagi,aunty tu x kasik pon kat orang lain.hahaha.ice cream cherry and choc n extra topping warna warni mak cik tu roxs! 1 more,ice cream vinagrad or grape kat sini sedap duh.dah la wangi sedap lak tu.ice cream kiwi kat GUM keras but tah la sedap but x rasa kiwi pon.

phew so much to tell but x leh nak tulis now.nak g solat nak masak lak.k to be conti.dasvid danya! cya.i love u msia!muah muah!

my last day at home.last nite wuz my last nite on my super comfy bed. im going to kl today coz my sist punyer flight esok. so ihave to left rumah awal. cam x aci jer rasa.

my mom ada kat sebelah nie.tgah iron baju. my sist, dalam bilik packing. me? blum mandi, blum abis packing, blum abis beli barang n we going to bertolak in just 2 hour time. gila? well yeas i’am crazy.

the thing is,my head dah blur. x tau nakl pack aper. seems like macam semua benda x cukup. takut telupa bawak benda la, takut lebih 20kg la, takut this n that. and at last i dont know what to do n biarkan je baju n rempah n buku besepah kat bilik. gosh!

so, seems like im in a big chaos rite. i’am! no,shto ya magu delat? x rasa cam nak fly lagi pon. rasa cam nak dok msia lagi. i dun wanna fly just yet. can we just delay it? i means, cmmon im going there to study medic. hah who am i kidding here. azmin medic?! i dont know. i just…. i dont know…its like theres no turning back tau. so,ok….

im leaving

6 years dekat russia study medic. ha ha ha ha. i…….a tah la. betul ke this is what i really really want in life?

like it or not. i dont have time. n i think… azmin 6 years from now, a doctor. hah! well, yeah..

lepas ni i will be surfing internet from russia eh.hurmmm bye malaysia.

i love u forever!

gosh i hate tis tmnet. the so called broadband. asyik server down jer. kalau server down jer i still can take it but nah, most of the time i cant even connect it! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh…i’ve lost my handphone and now im losing internet connection too?! aaaaaaaaaaaa… i wanna die!

i hate it. i cant go anywhere since im home. i cant drive. so i have to wait for mama and ask her to send me sumwhere. if she cant then cannot la. if yes then yes la. urghhhhhhhhhhhh i hate it. i mean i cant do annyting that i want to. i dont know how to naik bus here in kedah. and we dont even have komuter r monorail r lrt here!aaaaaaaaaaaa… i wanna die!

i want to do lots of thing. want to go there and there. i can settle all those stuff myself. really. whenever i ask my parents to send me sumwhere.they will say ‘yeah we will dear’ but ya la. ‘we will’ sampai abes. i think until my departure date pon that ‘we will’ promise will never meet. i think they dont have time to do it. but heck! all i want is they to send me and thats it. the prob is they think they have to be with me too. oh cmmon ma…i can take care of it. bukan berat pon. just send me jer. they are on the way to their office anyway. so i really dont understand y y y y y they cant send me.aaaaaaaaaa… i wanna die!

delay.what worst than that. aiii kalau tulis pon sakit ati jer. so, now im at home. cant go anywhere i like on my own. im at home.cant call or messages any of my friend coz i’ve lost their numbers.im at home.cant connect to the internet coz TMnet is not doing their work. im at home. hurm perfect place to die.

x nak la mati lagi.but…arghhhhhhhhhhh i cant live like this either. so?